[Migrated, see pinned post] Casual Conversation

Pacing around aimlessly because you feel like you should be doing something, but you have no idea what.

The dread ~1 hour before a social event you agreed to and wanting to not go even if you know you’ll have fun once you’re there.

Paranoia that you will be accused of something you didn’t do, so you arrange your actions around it to avoid being suspicious, only to fear that will make you suspicious anyway.

Not particularly liking a piece of music but being addicted to it anyways.

I'm tired

Feeling nostalgic for a time period you never lived through.

Writing something before falling asleep midway through it, only to awaken shortly afterwards, and then feeling like you don't understand how to grasp the rest of what you're trying to write in order to finish it.

Being able to feel and taste other people's art.

The best way I can describe it is like, if someone has a smooth artstyle with soft highlights and there's a lot of cyan/turquoise in that art, it'll tend to have a soft, minty texture. Even JPEG artifacts have a particular "seasoning" to me. I feel weird having to even type this LMAO

A strong yearning for a place you can't quite describe that is full of discoveries and beauty. Like Wanderlust.

The desire of being free of desire.

Riding fast on your bike in a rainstorm while listening to high energy and/or emotional music.

A feeling when you have conquered Alexithymia and every feeling feels new and exiting to discover.

Feeling like something you see on TV reminds you of the taste of a food you know of just because of the color of said thing on TV.

Finding that the kingdoms of heaven and hell are within me. Knowing that working with my "demons" can make them my holy guardian angels and neglecting attention to the guardian angels cause them to become more ferocious demons than they were before.