- Cold old house with memories about white cats, whipping sticks and aluminium candy wrappers
- Burning the old house
- Cat is my only friend but it has fleas and I slept on the livingroom floor because mice were making noise inside the roof and I was scared
- Alone but books, except that one time when I was napping and uninvited people came over
- When the periods came I was never ready and at that moment my childhood ended
- Moving away and back again and again, why won't you just separate?
- I got a pair of fancy new shoes but others bullied me and I never wore them again
- Finally that shitshow ended and I'm on my own
- Years of angry and alternative truths
- Years of realization and actual truths
- What the hell am I supposed to do now?
- Darkness has settled but I can't and the neighbours are banging doors and it sounds like shooting
- Finally something good
- And then people and animals die
- What the hell am I supposed to do now? Pt. 2
Jojowski
Thank you so much for sharing! This is really relatable and interesting theory and provoked lots of thoughts, I read another article from the same author about grand emotions and it too was striking, super inspiring stuff and I feel more validated after reading these.
I actually began to doubt if the therapy I went to was "off" as the focus on emotional skills was on "non-autistic emotions" and that underlined the fact that I wasn't at all good with those, but there wasn't much recognition and support for emotions such as those mentioned in the grand emotions article.
A mighty fine stick indeed!
Nice catch! I've found two of those, the first one I left in the woods because I thought they are rare and shouldn't be picked up but the second one I took with me and made into a pie as it turned out they are not that rare. The ones I've found have been really big, it's an interesting mushroom!
----- three!