lazyneet

I made a thread a couple weeks after dazedandconfused stopped posting, but nobody replied. I'll share my week.

Friday - went to a BDSM meeting. Met a woman 20 years older than me whose son shares my name. Could be a kinky time at some point in the future. Tuesday - went to an LGBTQ meeting and finally had an open conversation about actual sexual topics. This group took some warming up. Not sure if any boys want to date me, but we'll see.

That's a good idea - I should change at the gym so guys can see my shaved body and my female athletic wear. I haven't been to a gym in years, but I have access to one at my community college.

I hear that "gaydar" is a thing, but unfortunately it's a thing I don't have. It took me 6 months to work up the courage to ask a coworker if he was "queer in any capacity". He answered the question with a yes, and he gave me this look like "what, you didn't know?" He could be a transman for all I know, I'm just that dense. And it makes me think that other guys like me are equally dense and have no idea that I'm queer, which is a problem that I'd like to solve visually in a way that conveys as much information as possible. It's good that you at least feel like a bottom. I personally would like to try wearing a buttplug at work (not that communicates anything).

I'm sorry you're going through circumstances that make transitioning difficult. My gender dysphoria is mild, but there are definitely social factors in my miserable little town that discourage me from crossdressing altogether because I'm expected to be a butch man and do butch man things due of my height and age (even though I'm a bottom who constantly tries to downplay/reduce his own masculinity). So this is more of a question than an answer...

I find putting a cage on for some reason instantly feminizes my posture and gait a bit. Not feeling a dangle or erection between my legs and having a cage on to advertise that I'm bottom-only is a positive affirmation of my true self that makes both looking at porn and simply being out in public in real life more fulfilling.

I saw a vaguely emo-looking guy at a convenience store the other day who was there with a more butch-looking guy, and some subconscious cue told me that the emo-looking guy was a bottom who was into some really kinky shit. I don't know how to explain it, maybe it was his posture or facial communication or clothing color or something. I've never worn a chastity device so I don't know for sure (and I would hope my partners like dicks as much as I do) but you can't see a chastity device through clothing, so how do you advertise being a bottom in public?

TheSluttyMelon is exactly my type <3

Very happy for the content. I had no idea that queer posix intersectionality was officially a thing. Arch too. You mean business.

I didn't have any sexy fun last week, but I made this thread to continue the tradition after the previous poster disappeared. I got some hair removal cream, so that will be an interesting step in my femboy journey. I do have the week off, so a lot can happen between now and next Sunday.

Anal dilators are nice. My anus gets a little more forgiving each time. This somewhat sates my libido and serves the additional purpose of preparing me for a pounding I hope to receive some day soon.

I was spitroasted once or twice. My poly gf (who was as open and casual as most others in this fluid dynamic we had) invited her other bf over to fuck me in the ass while I ate her out. Great experience, though I should have dilated. After that I started looking for harder partners to wreck my ass, but I didn't get into BDSM as much until I exhausted the mainstream vanilla routes. 8 years later, I'm taking steps to prepare for getting properly sodomized, cause it's been a while.

You heard me. Masochist here

A mutually destructive long-term relationship with an aggressively sadistic transwoman who keeps me tied up when I sleep and rapes me multiple times per day, and neither of us have any limits or inhibitions to prevent one from molesting the other at any time, but she dishes out discipline when she deems I deserve it, and the fruits of our love are watered with tears.

Because you say you're more feminine, I wonder if it's western society's image of a "man" that you don't like. I've been into transgirls since high school, but back then they had to be cis passing. Now that I'm 30 I'm less picky, and I'm even starting to like some guys with facial hair. There is something to be said for novelty, and if you've never tried a partner with a dick, how do you know you won't like it?

The "even though" assumes most readers identify as heterosexual. I think in the bdsm community we're mostly bi/pan. It sucks how many vanilla people are sexually repressed and don't know how to express their desire. I went through a phase when I called myself "straight" because I felt a shortage of female partners, but now I feel a shortage of male partners and I'd really like a dick in my ass again.