HalfSalesman

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[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 1 week ago

I told you, I did not choose to be here on earth but I'll add an addendum: I've also not brought any more humans into this doomed planet and intend to prevent such by getting a vasectomy as soon as I can afford it. I don't have any debt to future generations and I'm making sure I wont ever. There, that's my action plan.

I sympathize with the innocent people already alive being hurt and who will be hurt. We should have fought harder before the election, but for my own sanity and safety I'm going to opt out as much as feasibly possible. Eventually I hope I will abandon this very account once I'm done venting and just stop engaging. IDK when that will be though, maybe I wont be able to help myself.

All that said I get what you are trying to do here. You seem to be one of the good ones, I hope things are not as fucked as I think they are and that one day I'll feel stupid for being doomer. Though again, even if things somehow turn out OK, my perception of most other people will be forever stained. It'll impossible for me to look at a stranger without thinking "They're probably not a good person" for the rest of my life.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (2 children)

I did stuff before the election like canvass and would have been enthusiastic to do more had Harris won.

But yeah... my motivation is in the core of the earth now... I can barely motivate myself to do basic upkeep in my own life now a days let alone putting effort externally.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 1 week ago (4 children)

I get your point but its not because of that. The reasons are varied why Trump won but primarily its because ~70% of the population failed to prevent him from winning.

I'm not responsible for any of this shit. I did not sign up to being born. I did not sign up for a leftist revolution where I die a martyr to a doomed cause so left accellerationists can circle jerk over my corpse as they LARP.

I'm going to hunker down, try to survive. Though admittedly even if I do make it to the end of this shit show my cynicism towards the average person will never go away.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 1 week ago

I respect pragmatism but I just don't have it in me anymore. Part of me is now fueled by a burning spite towards these people so intense I want to go down with the ship. Contributing to a leftist victory now means I validate these accelerationist's desires to drag electoralists into extreme danger for their stupid delusion of a grand revolution or whatever the fuck. One that in the end is likely doomed anyway because we are up against a government that could turn us all into a bloody mist cloud instantly with its military.

Another other part of me wants to forgive them so I no longer feel hatred for most of my fellow Americans. I miss not being a misanthrope. I miss not being surrounded by evil people.

And of course and third part of me is blackpilled since climate change is going to get worse because of Trump and make it kind of not matter anyway.

IDK man. I'm tired.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 1 week ago (6 children)

To bad politics have been made impractical.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 5 points 1 week ago (3 children)

It will not be easier. I voted Harris. I was a Bernie supporter. My motivation to fight has never been lower. It is in the core of the earth.

My hatred of people responsible for Trump's victory is extremely intense. The idea of unifying with any of them, including the leftist abstainers, is absurd.

Sure, I hate the Trump voters far more, but the abstainers are also my enemy.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 15 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

A desperate belief that they are impoverished because they need to compete with an ethnic out group and a belief that the out group is taking their shit, murdering them, and stealing/raping their women.

Even though its largely due to capitalism and technologically induced paranoia & loneliness.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 2 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

You want a bunch of people to suffer and die in addition to the people already doomed to suffer and die on the off chance we get a better world at the end of it.

If this is accurate (and I'd almost bet money that it is), you are evil and shouldn't be listened to.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 2 weeks ago

You disprove of trying to prevent fascism.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 1 points 2 weeks ago

They wouldn't be enabling shit because the idea that simply not turning out for the election would end the violence is completely and utterly delusional.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 6 points 2 weeks ago

40% of them didn't vote.

[–] HalfSalesman@lemm.ee 5 points 2 weeks ago

Wanting a good GUI doesn't mean you don't know what you are doing.

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