CrookedSerpent

joined 4 years ago
[–] [email protected] 3 points 2 weeks ago
[–] [email protected] 4 points 2 weeks ago

Okay my bad, I do like all of these lol

[–] [email protected] 9 points 1 month ago

strange creatures

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 month ago

I feel like I need to crush this creature with a comically sized hammer in order to obtain materials to upgrade said hammer...

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[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Forced? Only by myself, as I thought it was the only way to keep living, though maybe that's just proof that I am trans, and I simply constructed a bunch of mental hoops to jump through due to internalized transphobia?

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 month ago (3 children)

I guess I am rather unique in my experience of transness in that I started living full time (and even passing) as a woman before I even self identified as one. The thing is, lifing as a women for aabout a year literally changed my internal sence of gender, I wanted it to happen and I made it happen. Maybe that's just me rationalizing my inherent "transness" but that's my recollection of events.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 1 month ago (5 children)

I'm somebody who absolutely does think I am trans purely by life circumstances, but I also recognize that the vast majority of trans people aren't. Like I am incredibly glad that I transitioned and am now living life mostly stealth as a woman, years down the line, but I'm almost positive that if I wasn't put through literal hell as a child (in the very cruel and specific ways that I was) I wouldn't have even thought to have transitioned as a young adult. Perhaps I am completely incorrect in my assumptions about myself, and I would have turned out this way no matter what, but I find it hard to believe that if I wasn't relentlessly bullied, harassed, beaten, and rejected by my peers as a child, that I would be sitting here now as a woman. I feel like I literally became a woman by sheer force of will in order to save my life, because I literally could not continue as the broken husk of a "man" I was at 21, and by some miracle it worked. But maybe I'm just delusional, idk

[–] [email protected] 5 points 2 months ago
[–] [email protected] 12 points 2 months ago (2 children)

As somebody who works with lottery daily, yes. As soon as it is reported as stolen (all vendors [really should] keep strict inventories on their lottery and basically treat it as they would cash), all stolen tickets will be invalidated and they will notnbe redeamable.