That's the toolbox fallacy. "If only i had good running shoes I would be motivated to run.".
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Youre swapping motivation for anxiety, guilt and frustration. Youre better off paying someone on fiver to shout at you.
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You won't survive programming if you can't get through this part. It doesn't stop taking effort after you've learned the basics.
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The tutor won't make it painless, or make it go faster really, and people just end up being agry at the tutor.
You're much better off joining a community/discord of people learning the same thing, or finding a project/thing you care for, and using common motivational tricks. With youtube/Twitch, it's easier than ever to find people to help you.