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Daily usage was fairly high, I was snorting or smoking 4-6 grams a day depending on purity. Which...like... looking back? I've got no idea why I'm not dead. Between sleep deprivation, chemical intake, and not eating.... definitely should have kicked off.
I've been clean off meth for 20 years in May or June this year, and clean off everything else except weed and alcohol for 16 sometime closer to September.
I actually don't regret a single thing, I would highly advise against doing meth or any other chemical stimulant, but I learned a lot about myself and my breaking point. I regret being a smoker more than anything from that period of my life. I also regret that most of my friends from around then are dead or in jail. Two of us managed to move on and have a normal life, and the rest were either dead before 30, in the clink for another 5-10 or are living off the dole with no further aspirations in life than getting stoned and playing video games.
good on you, wow. It must have been very difficult